tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-63960821688426291942024-03-05T20:43:16.224+00:00YADA YADA YADAritikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12339993439095277653noreply@blogger.comBlogger142125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6396082168842629194.post-25100399581556969802018-04-18T12:37:00.004+01:002018-05-01T12:09:12.564+01:00Q: what! one blog post a year! A: oh! i'm so sorry, you know i've a baby.<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><strike>i love to write</strike>. i love to write when i am not feeling like i could do with a week's sleep and when i am not obsessing about how <strike>much </strike>little the boy has eaten and how lot he had pooped (sorry the gross alert should have come in earlier). </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">thing is i really like to write, but as they say life happens. so, i love to write headlines even more. the day i delivered, the same night when sleep would be impossible, and i was too excited and too tired to get any sleep, i was thinking of possible post headlines, announcing the start of my motherhood journey. of course the post never happened, few of the headlines were really clever and cool. i don't remember any. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">i do remember how i felt though. but not everything is for the cloud. let's just say extraordinary doesn't even... :) </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">the boy will be three in 5 months, and i am aware my excuses are fast vanishing, the precious mommy card needs to be handled with utmost care and used infrequently. </span><br />
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ritikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12339993439095277653noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6396082168842629194.post-39693566065473509172017-03-16T04:58:00.001+00:002017-03-16T05:03:36.226+00:00adult supervision for adults <div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<span style="line-height: 16px;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">We had just gotten back from his 18-month vaccinations, and he was pretend cooking with real pots and pans. And kicking the ball alternately, with the talking tom talking at his loudest. I turned off tom. He screamed. And then made a dash for the kitchen to pick up pots more than half his body weight. I wouldn’t allow that, could I. Then the baby did what babies do. He yelled and sat on the floor, yelled some more. Then a grownup did what grownups shouldn’t be doing. I screamed back and picked him up and got him out of the kitchen.</span></span></div>
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ritikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12339993439095277653noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6396082168842629194.post-65575712761130633422016-06-17T19:38:00.000+01:002016-06-18T06:39:26.240+01:00Why doesn't the toughest job in the world pay in currency?<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<span style="line-height: 150%;">At around 1 o’clock this afternoon
I was crying. With my 9-month-old son on my lap, hugging him, I cried as I
watched Rachel get off the plane to be with Ross. And then I cried some more
hugging him even harder as the door to Monica’s apartment closed one last time.
It was Friends’ series finale, which I possibly was watching for the, I’m not
sure, 14</span><sup style="line-height: 150%;">th</sup><span style="line-height: 150%;"> time? I was crying hard now and my son, for a moment looked at me,
worried and possibly sad. He did. </span></div>
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He will be fine for those few hours
that I will be away. With two extremely eager grandmothers taking turns to be
with him, our house help who absolutely adores him and of course the father who
is way more than just hands-on. He will be more than fine. I won’t. And I am not.
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I worry if he will miss me. What if he doesn't? If he
will be angry when I get back home. What if he stops doing those things that he
only does with me. I am told 9 months is just about the right time. Old enough to need my constant attention but young enough to not understand my few hours' absence all that much. I am not too sure about that. I feel he gets it.
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ritikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12339993439095277653noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6396082168842629194.post-68464660952550940982015-01-27T10:25:00.002+00:002015-01-27T10:25:58.894+00:00HE HAS MADE ME THAT HAPPY<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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ritikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12339993439095277653noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6396082168842629194.post-42995397538136264452015-01-20T07:52:00.001+00:002015-01-21T04:34:57.453+00:00WHAT SALLY SAYS ABOUT SUSIE, SAYS MORE ABOUT SALLY THAN SUSIE<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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one of my BFFs (gosh. did i just say that?) and i haven't been speaking much over the phone. we live thousands of miles apart. i blamed this on our busy lives, on our separate lives, on the distance, and on something as profound (only to me) as perhaps every relationship comes with an expiry date.<br />
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she called me up a couple of days back, excitedly, she had discovered a college mate, we had long forgotten, on a social media site. she had left college without a word, or goodbyes. she was then the hottest girl in campus, so unsurprisingly the campus grapevine was abuzz with stories. some near foolish to some plausible ones. but oh lord. the stories.<br />
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she could barely speak. if facebook pictures were to be believed, the once hot girl (let's call her susie) was no longer so. i didn't lose much time, and looked her up. and indeed. we had aged better.<br />
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and thus began a series of calls. my friend suggested we add her on facebook. i was reluctant. neither of us were friends with her; seven hellos, 'this tastes like cardboard' exchanges during mealtimes in her month long stay, don't exactly make you friends. at best she was a distant memory. less than ten minutes later i sent her a friend request.<br />
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it's been over a week since the embarrassing add friend episode, we aren't friends yet.<br />
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however my friend and i have found our mojo back.<br />
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<i>true friendship is sitting together for hours and gossiping about acquaintances and strangers and feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had. </i></div>
ritikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12339993439095277653noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6396082168842629194.post-42108861158236741712014-12-31T12:45:00.002+00:002015-01-08T06:56:48.408+00:00WHEN A GUY DOES NOT WALK INTO A BAR <div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<span style="color: black; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace; font-size: medium; line-height: 200%; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt;">In an episode of big bang theory, Raj comes to Sheldon asking for
a hug, because he says he is feeling blue, not depressed blue but more like a lonely
blue. But that can’t be it; blue is already taken, Sheldon reminds him; so the
two decide on orange, and Sheldon goes on, ‘you look positively orange with
loneliness’.<br /><br /><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="color: black; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace; font-size: medium; line-height: 200%; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt;">I have spent much of 2014 living in a state of perpetual medium-low-level-terror.
A sort of fear that would refuse to go or shift even. Waiting for things to go
wrong. And then when they did, I’d be dreading the worse.<br /><br /><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="color: black; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace; font-size: medium; line-height: 200%; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt;">By the way, how absurd is Facebook’s new feature - ‘it’s been a
great year thanks for being a part of it’, which I believe is very popular.
Unfathomable.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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blessings, it’s the darkest before dawn, etcetera. I fought to find some good
amid so much bad. Which I did. And thus survived. As I save this final draft,
there’s news about the Air Asia debris being discovered. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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people I love and care for are healthy and happy, and getting to watch walter
white and jesse after a somewhat fulfilling day at work, make it more than half
full I think. Touché. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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be abundant and limitless, we create scarcity of hope and ambition by believing
in it. Life is supposed to be easy and overflowing with good moments. </i></span><span style="background: white; color: #333333; font-family: "Andale Mono"; font-size: 9.0pt; line-height: 200%; mso-bidi-font-size: 7.5pt;"><i>If life is a constant struggle,
you're running on empty and you dread Mondays, it's time to take an honest look
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<span style="background: white; color: #333333; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace; font-size: medium; line-height: 200%; mso-bidi-font-size: 7.5pt;">Trite. But right.
Because it’s the new year’s eve, let’s go with it, shall we?<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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own business and have as much fun as I possibly can. Every. Single. Day. <br />
Set weekly goals. <br />
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><br />Two O One Five,
I am ready whenever you are.</span><!--EndFragment-->
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ritikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12339993439095277653noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6396082168842629194.post-3627065061459118992014-10-17T13:03:00.002+01:002014-10-17T13:25:25.784+01:00I suppose we'd better discuss this. Relationship 101 or not. <div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<span style="color: black; font-family: "Euphemia UCAS"; line-height: 200%;">So, the man and I celebrated ten years together [of having first
met each other and deciding on being together]. And a ten-year anniversary
calls for an epic something, and that’s what we attempted to do in a not so original
way, by flying off to the beachside, reminiscing times good and bad over things
Russian, Brazilian and a year’s supply of omega3 fatty acids. Five lovely days.
I also, unbeknownst to the man, spent plenty time thinking about us [BUT OF
COURSE], about happier and sadder couples [BECAUSE THAT’S WHAT YOU DO ON AN
ANNIVERSARY, NON?], about things that could have turned out differently; I was
taking stock, with many, many notes-to-self, which I will now blog and record
it for posterity. This is my 9<sup>th</sup> edit. So here goes my RELATIONSHIP
101 or not. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="color: black; font-family: "Euphemia UCAS"; line-height: 200%;">Nothing prepares you for this. Not Rachel McAdams. Not Shonda
Rhimes.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="color: black; font-family: "Euphemia UCAS"; line-height: 200%;">Leap of faith. Whole lot of it.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="color: black; font-family: "Euphemia UCAS"; line-height: 200%;">Niceness is important and sometimes the lack there of. [Don’t ask]<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="color: black; font-family: "Euphemia UCAS"; line-height: 200%;">Not taking the business of couple-dom seriously. [Yes seriously]<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="color: black; font-family: "Euphemia UCAS"; line-height: 200%;">Being generous, being giving, etcetera. If not, tweak, tweak and
tweak.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="color: black; font-family: "Euphemia UCAS"; line-height: 200%;">Being 100 per cent honest and expecting 100 per cent honesty.
Else, end-of-story right? And if it ain’t the end, make it the greatest
beginning. One. Last. Beginning. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="color: black; font-family: "Euphemia UCAS"; line-height: 200%;">Indifference. Know when to be indifferent. [A game changer]<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="color: black; font-family: "Euphemia UCAS"; line-height: 200%;">I will mind my own business. Repeat after me. I will mind my own
business. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="color: black; font-family: "Euphemia UCAS"; line-height: 200%;">Love was born in a bright and shiny Hallmark store. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="color: black; font-family: "Euphemia UCAS"; line-height: 200%;">And ‘loving, caring and sharing’ was birthed at Miss Universe Inc.
<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="color: black; font-family: "Euphemia UCAS"; line-height: 200%;">You are the center of your universe. Quite like he is in his. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="color: black; font-family: "Euphemia UCAS"; line-height: 200%;">Yet you and him are a team. This is whole team business is incredibly
hard, but totally worth it. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="color: black; font-family: "Euphemia UCAS"; line-height: 200%;">Everything is better with a little bit of air. So spending plenty
time outdoors, together and solo.</span></div>
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<span style="color: black; font-family: "Euphemia UCAS"; line-height: 200%;">Finally, a happy woman in love once said… nothing. [i wish it did, but this isn't going to work, not now, not ever].<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="color: black; font-family: "Euphemia UCAS"; line-height: 24px;">And, and, and, <i>i<u>f you seek drama, you will find drama</u></i><u>.</u><b><sup>TM</sup></b><sup> </sup> <o:p></o:p></span></div>
<span style="font-family: 'Euphemia UCAS';">We don’t want drama, non? </span></div>
ritikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12339993439095277653noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6396082168842629194.post-32150851478698794572014-04-29T14:47:00.001+01:002014-05-26T11:53:48.191+01:00The Kilimanjaro Girl <div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<span style="font-family: 'Andale Mono'; line-height: 150%;"> </span><span style="font-family: 'Andale Mono'; line-height: 200%;">We learnt
to cycle around the same time. She, a few weeks earlier. And by the time I
managed to comfortably get to the seat and pedal, she could double carry her
sister. I remember the evening I met her, at her neighbour’s. The first thing she told me was, “oh I have the same skirt; maybe
we should wear it on the same day someday.” It was yellow polka dotted skirt
with a matching top that had a little bow.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: 'Andale Mono'; line-height: 200%;">We went
to school together, she was my best friend through grades 3, 4 and 5. We got
our barbies married and then graduated to paper dolls. Those three years were
pretty packed. Under a shaky mulberry tree, we would discuss menus for the
aforementioned weddings and what we wanted to be when we grew up. While I would
settle for anything ranging from an airhostess to a forensic expert; she was set
on being an army doctor, because she would say, her father was in the army and
mother a doctor, and hence, wouldn’t like either of them feeling shortchanged. At
age 9, it totally made sense.<br /><br /><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Andale Mono'; line-height: 200%;">Endless
hours of house-house later we would be mostly quiet. Pretend accents and impromptu
adult dialogues can be very exhausting. The town we lived in hadn’t seen a coke
or its variant yet. Newspapers were a weekly feature. Every Sunday, we would
get the last 7 days newspapers. [If you are curious
about the town, it’s Tezu in Arunachal Pradesh, though I doubt its googlability.
During the rainy months [9 months a year], it would be cut off from rest of the
state and the world.] Yeah so we made do with chilled glasses of kissan orange
squash. Deep orange in colour and deeply satisfying. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: 'Andale Mono'; line-height: 200%;"><br />She was my
first introduction to the cool. Cool in the form of luncheon meat. It was
lunchtime. We decided to not go too far into the playground with our
lunchboxes. We sat on the edge, where we could discuss grades, the importance
of good handwriting and how unimportant boys were; and then she opened her lunch
box. I am yet to taste a better
sausage. That with some sticky rice, and salad. The perfect lunchbox that I
often think about.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Andale Mono'; line-height: 200%;"><br />We were hardly adventurers but there's this absolutely random thing we did once. On a Diwali night, we
overdozed on a certain sweet made with cashews, pistachios and sugar. We just
couldn’t stop. Finally, after we could no longer move from our chairs, she looked
at me all wide eyed and asked me to stay still, said she was sure the sweets
had drugs and our parents would soon find out what we had done and it would all
be over for us. The tale of two girls who had ODed on suspicious diwali sweets,
disowned by families and friends roamed cities in search of the very sweets
that took them down. Noooo, we shook our heads that can’t be our story. I am
happy to report, it wasn’t.<br /> <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Andale Mono'; line-height: 200%;">I
remember that moment when we started whispering our borrowed knowledge of
periods, breasts and boys. She had an older sister who made us paper dolls and would
sometimes would offer sage advice. Wide-eyed, hushed voices, followed by
nervous giggle; that was our first real adult conversation. Nine seemed the
right age to have that kind of a conversation, especially when done wearing
faux-sarees and sitting crossed leg. <br /><br />And then we moved to different cities. And
because it was way before Facebook, we wrote letters. We spent a few birthdays
together, eating too much cake, talking too much, listening too little and
watching Steffi Graf play Monica Seles. She was a Steffi fan. I was not. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Andale Mono'; line-height: 200%;"><br />Soon
after we got busy with our new lives, newer friends, entrance exams and then
jobs. Then I found her on Facebook, spoke a little at first, almost shy,
without any idea what to say to each other. And then we spoke about lives,
paper dolls, jobs, men and that mulberry tree. She grew up to be a beautiful
elegant woman living a very wholesome full life that we often see on pinterest.
An experience-rich life. We never got around discussing pinterest. We should
have. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Andale Mono'; line-height: 200%;"><br />She supported
Amnesty, baked strawberry sour cream cake, traveled far and wide and climbed
the Kilimanjaro, living a very full life. And then she left. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Andale Mono'; line-height: 200%;"><br />Soon
after her climb, which she did as a part of amnesty challenge, I remember telling
her how while she was busy doing something as life changing as this, I was busy
living a very pedestrian life, chasing the unremarkable and being bothered by
things that are trivial. She said we should be more. I told her I want to work
towards my very own Mt. Kilimanjaro.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Andale Mono'; line-height: 200%;"><br />She lived.
And she lived it really well. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Andale Mono'; line-height: 200%;"><br />I often
think of her, picture her in my mind. Not like how she looked on her Facebook
albums or atop Mt. Kilimanjaro. I try to think of her in that yellow polka
dotted skirt, smiling with her eyes.</span></div>
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ritikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12339993439095277653noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6396082168842629194.post-68521120238016188032013-11-12T10:19:00.000+00:002013-11-12T12:29:48.603+00:00bangalore: weather very fine, rains all the time, trees very green, pollen very mean, people very good, traffic very rude, maids very lazy, only English everybody<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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i bought gumboots, not yellow ones though, just after having spent a week in bangalore. we moved here in august. and it rained every evening. sometimes all day long. but on most days right when you check your outlook for one last time, shutdown, drink some water and reach for your bag to leave office for the day. and it pours particularly bad on the days you have washed your heaviest bedspread. or on the days when you forgot to get the almost-dry pair of jeans inside before you left for work. september was equally wet. i can't make pickles. but those who do, would find it exceedingly difficult to make any here. i dream of sunny mornings and hot afternoons, a little heat wave even.<br />
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but surprisingly it's never humid. not at all. which brings me to the weather of bangalore. it's splendid. making it very difficult to get out of the bed. or move from whatever position you are in right now. it's the closest one can get to the hill-station holiday weather while making a living. and the trees have a huge role to play in the whole hill-station feeling. </div>
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oh. the. trees. they are big. they are green. they are dense. and they are everywhere. like everywhere. having spent my first 17 years in the north-east and andamans, i am not new to trees. but trees of bangalore like people of new york[from what i read] are truly something. extraordinary. it's impossible to imagine the streets here bereft of them.<br />
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but trees have flowers and flowers have pollen. i haven't had a problem yet [knock on the wood]. but i have heard pollen horror stories. from what i hear, the coming winter months will be bad. but so far nothing to report. perhaps upping the vitamin c in my diet would be a wise thing to do. people have advised several such home precautions. <br />
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people here are nice. they are just there. they are not on your face, which is very nice and which also means i have no opinion on them. they are polite when you talk to them, else they will just go about their business. they don't try to be your friend on the first meeting, or on the third or fifth. which isn't saying they are indifferent. they let you be, and you should let them be.<br />
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and people come in cars. busses. and autos. and on bikes.<br />
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the city stops breathing between 9am and 10.30am and again from 6pm to <strike>9pm </strike>10 pm. the calm, smiling polite people of bangalore turn into some sort of soldiers. angry, bitter soldiers who have lost their everything. but they rarely scream. they keep moving ahead with hope and not much else at 20kmph. it's jammed 7 days a week. the 5 day traffic rule doesn't apply here.<br />
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but there's something else that's very unruly - the world of domestic help. they are spoilt. and they don't care. and they are awfully lazy. while having a maid is a luxury, and very often i am left wondering if i would be better off doing it all myself. i laugh at this preposterous idea and continue to have her come 1.5hrs late on most mornings, listen to her tales of absence - a runaway sister [she is 19 and ran away because her mother wouldn't let her play :-O], an alcoholic husband who beats her up if she turns up for work, and a daughter who insists her plaits be tied in a certain way hence leading to a 1.5hrs delay. go figure.<br />
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also, what i took time to comprehend and what i am still getting used to is the fact that everyone here speaks english. everyone. when speaking to shopkeepers, waiters in restaurants, flower vendors, newspaper boys etcetera, i usually break into polite hindi, and i have always had this notion that speaking in english would be considered rude even. not here. while people do understand hindi, english is the language they prefer. i know it's horrible and doesn't say much about us, but we do tend to associate the knowledge of english with they way people dress up or look. and i have been guilty of that. but i have learnt my lesson on many more occasions than one. so stereotypes be gone.</div>
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ritikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12339993439095277653noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6396082168842629194.post-14537574986028551882013-11-10T08:22:00.004+00:002013-11-10T08:22:53.692+00:00how to stay single when you are not single. <div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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let me quickly run you through my last 72 hours [this is crucial to the story]. <br />
yesterday and today: i woke up, got ready for the gym right-away. without having to spend 30 minutes making tea and then drinking it. i don't need caffein before my workout. got a good workout. got home. had a shower. read the newspaper while relishing a long breakfast. spent time deciding on what to wear, wore what i wanted to and not the first thing i found in the closet. oh! i also had the time to consider wearing some eyeliner. so i got ready. left for work. escaped the traffic. on the way i was nicer to fellow commuters. the phone was comfortably inside the bag because i didn't have to frantically check the time every 27 seconds. reached work. on time. a not-so-hurried hello to the receptionist later i began my work.<br />
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today: woke up. went to a vegetable market that i have been wanting to. chatted up with the lady at the counter. clicked pictures of the capsicum. clicked a few selfies against the backdrop of capsicums. and <i>laukis</i>. cleaned up the closets that were top on my to do list since we moved in to this house. chose to go to a salon 6.5km away. just because. spent 6 hours on pinterest. bookmarked some DIY projects. made plans to meet a friend's friend. etcetera.<br />
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point is i had time. a whole lot of time.<br />
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so what did i do differently?<br />
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the man and i fought fought a couple of days back. which meant no conversations - and which meant not having to be a good roommate - <strike>want some tea? let me make you some tea. wait i will get the jar of biscuits too. what do you want for breakfast? yeah, i could wait for you to finish showering, i could wait for you to finish that last chapter of the book. while i get late for work. where are the keys? no i really don't know where the socks are. oh, sure you can have another cup of tea. </strike><br />
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so, in our happier days, the man and i often discuss how singles have so much time. time to pursue hobbies they like and also the ones they don't. time for friends, colleagues, and yeah strangers-turned-friends. they just have so much time. so. much. time.<br />
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nb. so we patched up a couple of hours ago. we are talking. laughing even. and i couldn't make it the organic green patch sale that i had planned to.<br />
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ritikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12339993439095277653noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6396082168842629194.post-47106160485810447122013-11-05T12:06:00.001+00:002013-11-05T12:06:24.714+00:00on apologies and no apologies<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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the new year is upon us, and with it comes the big, big project - resolutions. so, to take the pressure off the last week of december and the first week of january, i have a plan. setting the 2014 resolutions well before it's due time.<br />
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yes, so apologies. the trigger has been a huffpost article i read a while ago, which said women are much more apologetic than men and it also had a list of the 9 most silly reasons to be sorry about. i read through the dammed list and found i was guilty of being sorry for a whooping 8 out of 9, maybe make that 9 out 9.<br />
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chronic apologizers also tend to apologize for mistakes of others - friends, family, colleagues and yes, absolute strangers. i nodded in agreement. and thus began my 'let's change things here' agenda. having spent a substantial part of my life in a complete apologetic mode, i figured this needs to change.<br />
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so this is how it goes - go very easy on SORRY,<br />
use THANK YOU sparingly, and YES' only when absolutely necessary and only when i want to say it and mean it. not otherwise. and to never, never use a SORRY with NO.<br />
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and if that makes me rude, be my guest. :)<br />
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ritikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12339993439095277653noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6396082168842629194.post-56207591641575013312013-07-17T14:44:00.000+01:002013-07-17T14:44:11.249+01:00of goodbyes, last days, nicest and funniest colleagues, sweetest interns, greasy tuckshop and sugary tea. <div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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facebook doesn't get me. i looked for an appropriate status update in the new facebook feature: feeling followed by a suitable smiley of your choice, i didn't find any.<br />
what emoticon can capture what i am feeling right now - happy, loved, sad, tears of joy, tears of sorrow, this huge sinking feeling, this massive montage of experiences in sepia, color and black and white. feelings of these all at once... <br />
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this is yet another last day at work, this is the hardest last day at work. sachhi. :-) </div>
ritikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12339993439095277653noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6396082168842629194.post-36694135038037971962013-04-30T11:14:00.001+01:002013-04-30T11:15:21.226+01:00whatever they(whoever "they" might be) say about life... they have got a point <div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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and this is what they say - <span style="font-size: x-large;">life is too important to take it seriously</span>. this has been bothering me for sometime. like questioning my <strike>existence</strike>, nah nothing so hardcore but in a way it has. questioning my decisions and choices. my routine. my everyday. so in a way it is pretty hardcore. <br />
let's take the case of my blog -there's so much i have to say, share, but i trash them condemning them unfit of a post. labeling them being not true to my blog type/category[if there ever is one]. and as a result, 3 months of no blog appearances.<br />
i want this blog to be a diary of sorts, no not the - this what i ate, this is what i wore kind of a diary - but the kind that chronicles beautiful/interesting/inspiring things i discover/experience, the way i learn and unlearn. this is a blog about being a work in progress.a constant work in progress. while attempting to live a life, accomplishing goals, and live boldly. </div>
ritikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12339993439095277653noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6396082168842629194.post-66410389968943449202013-02-04T07:42:00.001+00:002013-02-04T10:25:28.217+00:00to be master of your craft, stop pursuing it<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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she was clueless about the basics. let's just say she didn't know the basics. she would cook on high-flame not let the meat and the vegetables cook through.she would always, char the vegetables, always as a rule over spice or under spice the meats. etcetera. why did i still have her? she is an extremely nice woman. she is honest. her timings worked for me perfectly. and because i like to cook. while i didn't get around salvaging her culinary disasters, but when i really felt like eating something, i knew i could cook that myself. so, she barely managed the everyday routine meals, for the rest i micro-managed her or cooked it all myself.<br />
and then she took a month off. a month became two. and then two and a half. we began to relish the stuff, the substitute cook made. though her timing were pretty hard for me.close to the graveyard shift. and she would come for just 45 mins a day. so often i had to do most of the cooking. and that sucked the joy out my kitchen time. so, when finally my regular cook got back, i welcomed her. while i was happy to see her, the realization that we were back to eating the part-charred-part-raw stuff hit me.<br />
but luckily weekday mornings don't leave me with much time to dwell over the contents of my lunch box.<br />
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but with the lunch time approaching, i dreaded opening my lunch box :-| when opening in front of a very hungry lot of colleagues. my maid-made rotis had laugh-of-the-day potential. they were pretty infamous in these parts. and then like all stories with happy endings - my lunch box revealed the perfect egg curry and the near perfect soft rotis [flat breads]. no less than a miracle.<br />
next morning she arrived. she walked tall with a new confidence i hadn't noticed previously. not wanting to make a big deal about her sudden prowess in the kitchen, i casually asked her if she had been cooking a lot when away. she looked at me, and said "no i didn't even make tea during the whole time. all i did was sit with my sisters and my mother in the kitchen and watch them as they cooked my favorite things." <br />
huh? yeah, i saw things perfectly now. she picked up nuances, the delicate details by relishing the flavors and by watching, a whole lot of watching in the kitchen.<br />
a vacation is in order perhaps, a vacation with neil french, hegarty and abbott. </div>
ritikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12339993439095277653noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6396082168842629194.post-14499670954473337172013-01-03T12:37:00.002+00:002013-01-03T12:37:18.439+00:00resolution #2, go exploring, not necessarily places<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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explore more, explore the new and the unknown.while last year ensured i discovered newer neighborhoods, markets and some forts, and also a new country [about it later] for work. this year i will make efforts to go in search of the new - places, food [oh yes], neighborhoods, walking trails and more. <br /><br />here are few pics from my recent explorations. <br />
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pardon the choice of word in the picture above, yes i did have an option to use the one that had i just don't give a damn... but it didn't quite pack the same punch. so yeah, the new year resolution also come from my list of things to do not that we have survived the doomsday - not seek an approval. it will be tough, the whole not giving a damn bit. trick is baby steps. starting with i will not give a damn about what my neighbor's guests think about me. or what the grocer in my friend's neighborhood thinks about me. i did say baby steps. <br /><br /></div>
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so, the world didn't end on the 21st. phew! while i certainly wasn't one of those who believed it would, i am believer of signs. so what could be a bigger sign than this? a sign that says go live a little. a sign that says, this is your second, third, and final chance to be the person you wanted to be. i will take that sign thank you. so yeah, post 21st of december 2012, i have been onto some un-me kind of things. things that i would have forever kept on a back burner.<br />
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few examples - <br />1 being brasher. i usually have a comeback, but my politeness, dumbness, lack of courage, call it whatever you may, often stops me from mouthing the smart alec rejoinders.<br />
2 dressing out of my comfort zone. tread into a world where less is less. a world where changing the color of your jeans doesn't count as adventurous. a world with ugg boots and long dresses. and orange lips.<br />
3 getting out of my comfort zone. i tend to hover around what's easy to do/get. enough of that. point is to get what i haven't got i ought to do what i have never done.being fitter, or being better writer - requires serious work. back-breaking work. <br />
4 make today count. because how we spend our days is of course how we spend our lives. ain't it. willdoittomorrow is not happening, today is what i got. <br />5 not be shy. i am not 'shy' shy. but i am a little awkward when the group is big. i forget to hold my own. <br />
6 don't look for approval. not doing so will be very uncharacteristic of me. so un-me that it scares me. but then that was the whole point.<br />
#6 will take care of everything else. it is the most liberating thing ever. just the thought makes me dizzy. :D so, yeah i will take the earth surviving the doomsday as a sign. a sign to be better, have more fun and be what i always wanted to be. and i want to be fierce. </div>
ritikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12339993439095277653noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6396082168842629194.post-32211676057218227072012-12-01T16:29:00.000+00:002012-12-01T16:30:48.651+00:00December Challenge: An attempt at living the wholesome life - one pin at a time<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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This December I plan to live the Pinterest life. And this is how it works - no matter how busy I get, or how lazy I am on a given day, I would still find time to do and enjoy the good things that I like. And also click a lot of pictures. Pictures of the morning tea in my yellow coffee mug, of my new favorite furniture in the morning light, of the street on my way to work, of the winter mist, of the books I read, of the nice things I buy and of all the cooking I plan to do this month. Yeah thing about cooking is, I enjoy cooking, but like they say life gets in between.<br />
But this December I plan to do a whole lot of cooking. Once every two days, at the very least. And nothing that I have already cooked – all those exotic blog recipes – all those evenings of master chef Australia seasons 1, 2, 3 and 4 and all the Nigella Lawson sumptuousness will now have their moments in my kitchen :D. I will also read a lot. And walk a lot. because i really like to walk. So, essentially Pinterest life to me means - finding time to do what i like, each single day. Trying to be the best I can be – in everything. And taking charge of things – doing things that I want to do – no blame game nothing. And being a little happier perhaps. I will post here every three days – a chronicle of what I am doing to live the Pinterest life. One pin at a time.<br />
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Yesterday at around 12.10pm, I experienced what was perhaps one of the most awkward moments of my adult life. At 6 hours and 40 minutes, it was undoubtedly the longest. I entered the client office with my colleagues [the suits, those who meet clients and make 17 ppts a day]. Since I was given a headsup of a possible visit to the client’s place, I had made efforts to dress well. But turns out I had forgotten about my choice of footwear. I wore flip-flops. Well, flip-flops with some thick heels or something like that. In my defense, they were mostly black with just a tiny bit of red in the straps. <br />
Before I go on, you need to about the client we were visiting. They are our biggest and also the angriest. Important things going wrong make them angry [obviously] so do lame silly harmless things [duh!]. <br />
So, the meeting was to begin at 12 pm. We were before time, and used the time to discuss our ideas, set the presentation and fill up the whiteboard with clever and meaningful red, blue and black gabble. Just before 12, someone from the client side informed us of a possible 20 minute delay in the start of the meeting. Since we were more than ready with the preparations, I considered brushing my hair and fix that bothersome strand of hair that stopped me from looking the super-corporate woman that I thought I looked. So, I got up from the chair, picked up my bag and headed to the door, walking tall in my flip-flop heels, and then all of a sudden I was tall no more. The red strap gave away. No it did not tear. Flip-flops unlike leather sandals don’t tear, they give away. I turned a shade of crimson. A shade called disgrace. I looked around, I tried taking a step, and I couldn’t. I mean I couldn’t take a step without looking like a woman whose cheap footwear had failed her. I hurriedly got back to my chair, unkempt hair could wait, none of my colleagues at noticed. Since the strap wasn’t torn, I thought of several quick fixes. I thought of taking the pantry staff’s help, for which I would be required to step out of the meeting room; that obviously wasn’t an option. I dug deep in my bag to look for something, something to hold on to my fast-vanishing honor. And because God loves me, I had my hair in a ponytail. Not down, not in a clip, but held together by a black rubber band. The thick soft-kind. I slid the band through the flip-flop and my feet, holding them together. The jeans, which was little longer than it should have been, helped cover the black band. The client arrived, discussion happened, the rubber band never came off. One of the nosy younger lots did notice my discomfort when I had to get up from my chair and explain a point on the whiteboard but otherwise it ended without anymore disasters. <br />
I left the client office, took a deep breath, got in my colleague’s car, looked down at the miracle band and made a list of my investment plans. Mutual funds didn’t make it to the list.</div>
ritikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12339993439095277653noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6396082168842629194.post-7684641844005394652012-10-03T12:35:00.002+01:002012-10-03T12:50:41.433+01:00 Nolen gurer payesh so Thee Bestow Thy Flickering Light Forever.<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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When it’s a life-gives-you-lemons kind of a day, what do you do? Yeah, apart from making lemonade, what do you do? <br />
I turn to mind-numbing activities and simple, shallow carbohydrates. While my chosen type of carbohydrates relaxes the mind and takes me away from the worries, it also leads me to the land where metabolism is slow and everyone else is fighting to be a size zero. So what do I do? <br />
I watch television. Until my eyes hurt, until I can no more assimilate the stuff that I am watching, until I lose the sense of time and space and till that point when I begin to question my purpose on this planet. As I am rendered wanting of any emotion or capable of thinking, I discover a rare calm. The calm that comes from knowing you have a choice… the choice of being in the impressive pantry of master chef Australia or in the locker room of Seattle Grace. Away from all the lemons of the day…<br />
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So, thank you <strike>idiot box </strike>the greatest of mass media. And if I could I would offer you, to express my utmost gratitude, my favorite dessert, a chilled bowl of <a href="http://saffronstreaks.com/recipes/bengali-nolen-gurer-payesh-rice-pudding-with-date-jaggery/" target="_blank">nolen gurer payesh</a>. <br />
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ritikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12339993439095277653noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6396082168842629194.post-11505535396045742272012-10-01T11:07:00.000+01:002012-10-01T11:07:05.528+01:00It’s never over. <div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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This post has taken me the longest to write. And yet I can’t find the best way to begin. So, I will paraphrase Meredith Grey from Grey’s Anatomy, “And we are adults. When did that happen?” <br />Really? Who quotes from Grey’s Anatomy? <br />Inappropriate quotes apart, the past few weeks have been kind of rough, in a non-tangible kind of way (non-tangible rough is obviously any day better than tangible rough); I have been burdened by the demands of this ideal grown-up world. It’s been feeling a lot hard being a grown-up, a little too overwhelming even. The adult check-list has been too much for me to keep up with; the absence of a coffee table isn’t helping either. <br />My stream of consciousness goes pretty much – what have I done with my life – what is there to love – is this how it’s going to end – is this the end – don’t I deserve more – don’t I deserve better – why didn’t I know better – what have I gotten myself into? – is that it? – it’s over isn’t it? <br />Dark thoughts clouded my mind. Nothing made much sense anymore – late nights – simple yet big ideas – hundred percent at work – 5 servings of fruits and greens – loyalty – being low maintenance - early dinners – crossfit – being good – playing fair – being the good daughter/wife/friend/colleague - none of it made sense. I looked and relooked at my life and questioned my ideas of the good and the bad. I drew a blank, mostly.<br /><br />And then after a bleak morning and a bleaker afternoon, just like that I came across a documentary on Ian Wright, a Jamaican footballer who played for Arsenal. Now, I am usually not the one to watch documentaries made on footballers, let alone of footballers I’ve never heard of. In the film, Wright talks about his harsh life and how he went on to join Arsenal very late in his life, because that was the only thing he wanted to do. He talked about how he wouldn’t let anyone tell him otherwise. He didn’t let anyone tell him it’s over. Because it’s never over, unless you want it to be. There those worlds – it’s never over. When I heard it for the first time, those words sounded magical. So is that a sign? The sign to stop whining and start shaking things up? The sign that says ‘No matter what’s happened before, you can decide at any moment to become the person you want to be, to do whatever you want to do. Starting now.’<br /><br />Perhaps, I still have a shot at being the adult I want to be and not try and fail at living everybody else’s idea of an adult-life. I decide the grown-up life I want to lead, I choose the kind of coffee table I want to have. </div>
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i wanted to give a name to my today, i didn't want to label it - sad, dull, grey, bad, bitter, no none of that made sense... they ended up being way too harsh or they tried to belittle the way i was feeling.<br />
of course i have no business to be upset about anything on this dark day - the 9/11 day.<br />
<br />so, i was struggling to name this day - nothing too lofty, nothing too tiny, and then pinterest came with the answer - in a picture that almost captures my day.<br />
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life isn't fair, fair is where you get cotton candy. <br />
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">nb. as i click on the publish button my boss just said he loves my radio spot, :) is that my cotton candy for today. </span></div>
ritikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12339993439095277653noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6396082168842629194.post-80592530162961084982012-08-31T15:56:00.000+01:002012-08-31T15:56:00.582+01:00CC: See? See?!!! <div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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I have been working for years. Long enough to figure out most things corporate, I mean things as corporate as it can be in an advertising agency. Okay, before I proceed, there are a few facts you need to know about my work life - I am yet to own a formal white shirt or a blue or a grey one. I haven’t ever worn a formal trouser in my life – no not even for the interviews. I’d like to believe I am way to cool for office politics, but I guess in reality I am just plain lazy, let’s just say it’s not my thing. Also, I do not suck up to people. And, I’d like to believe I am super hard-working – like – boy! Can she work and I am easy to work with and I am kind of funny [I sure hope this is for real and not bordering on the ‘I’d like to believe’ space]... Now, onto the things that need work: I cannot do PPTs - I don’t know the basic stuff (hush hush okay?). And I am not proactive, I will explain this one, while I am not the one to miss deadlines, or shy away from speaking in meetings, I am the kind that would not be up and ready to gather people and start something fun on a slow Friday afternoon. I am not the one who would walk up to the HR and help plan for a workshop. I am not the one to raise my hand to ‘so who wants to volunteer to paint the workplace in wacky colours’. I am also not the one to actively participate in Terrific Thursdays or Fantastic Fridays. Of course often I just go with it and do it anyways, but doing anyway isn’t exactly proactive. And that pretty much sums up my work life personality type. <br /><br />Not quite. I have been CC ignorant. Shocking, I know. <br />
<br />Turns out I’ve forever belittled CC. Oh yeah! How dare I, right? After having been educated by a good colleague of CC’s not so hidden powers, I feel cheated. How could I have not seen it? How could I have not known CC screams See? See? <br />See? See? I worked late <br />See? See? I worked over the weekend<br />See? See? I did the work that I wasn’t supposed to <br />See? See? I helped the work-shy over-paid colleague <br />See? See? I did the whole ppt content in a word doc, she just jazzed it up <br />See? See? I have contact in the right places<br />See? See? I have been doing my job <br />See? See? I have been doing much more than my job <br />See? See? I am no naïve dumbbell who doesn’t know the rules of the outlook jungle. <br />CC: here I come. </div>
ritikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12339993439095277653noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6396082168842629194.post-77092388023268266032012-06-28T13:31:00.002+01:002012-06-28T13:31:47.665+01:00Today I renounce my shame. Today I come undone.<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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I read self-help and how to books, blogs and inspiration quotes on pinterest. I read them to seek help and benefit from them. <br /><br />I read them to be better, to be less miserable. I read them between deliverables. Sometimes after meetings; meetings in which I had so much to say, but couldn’t; meetings where I tried a tad too hard. <br />I read them after my friends update their vacation albums on facebook. I read it to understand myself better, to understand my roommate better. I read for a promising future and to comprehend the past. I read to unlearn what I grew up thinking was right, I read to learn the new right. I read them to be a better judge of right and wrong. I read to stop judging at all. I read to make sense of the world. I read to loosen up to the world. I read to accept and love myself the way I am. I read to be the woman I want to be. <br /><br />I am a work in progress. </div>ritikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12339993439095277653noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6396082168842629194.post-30959581591447625872012-06-14T07:21:00.000+01:002012-06-14T07:25:22.422+01:00so long and thanks for all the rain, breeze, buffaloes, friends, fiery pickles, boulders, osmania cookies and yeah fish too.<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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Before I begin my tales of the new, I figured it would be only right to say the goodbyes to a city I had began to love.<br />
First few months, rather the first year in Hyderabad was more forgettable than anything else. Well, apart from the view [about the view in a bit] from the best house I have ever lived in [that too for a steal]. The food – spicy, fiery, succulent, moist, robust – all at once. Yeah, and unimaginably cheap too. Water buffaloes. The no-traffic traffic. The then airport was thisclose. The rains. That year, it always rained. The weather was great. Not forgettable.<br />
Onto the view. We were living in a small 2BHK penthouse portion of a big house [the landlord lived there with his family]. We had a huge terrace plus another roof-top terrace. 14 floors above the ground, with a view of a water body and bathing water buffaloes. It was splendid. It was particularly pretty during Diwali, Sankranti [imagine kites in all colors scooping the sky and then getting lost in the grey-orange sky], and every morning and evening.<br />
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Then we moved to another part of the city, the part where the well-heeled dwelled. We found our little space. I enjoyed part of the affluence that came free – beautiful roads, gardens and parks. The boulders. And oh my goodness, what boulders they were. They could come to life any moment and begin a war. A war that would protect you from all evils of the world. The sights and the sounds – bungalows built in between monster boulders, humming birds, pretty blooms in either sides of the streets. This is where neighbors became friends. Friends you would like to keep and meet. Long after you stopped being neighbors.<br />
And those that came at a price gave me as much joy as spending money possibly could – quaint all-wood coffee shops. Grocery stores that I had previously read about, selling fruits, vegetables, spices and condiments, which I thought only Nigella had access to. Cake shop housed in a bungalow that wasn’t a shop at all, it was more like a cupcake gallery. Though currencies were involved, buying cakes sounds obscene. Brownie appreciation is more like it.<br />
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And as i reminisce, i need to snap back to all that's now, our things have arrived. there's work to be done. now is here. <br />
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nb. on unpacking my oven, i found an ant, surviving the 7-day journey on crumbs. plenty of crumbs. and i took the liberty to imagine the ant looked sad. </div>ritikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12339993439095277653noreply@blogger.com4